I didn’t sleep much after the boar.
Not because of guilt—there was none.
But because every time I closed my eyes, I felt the pull again.
Not from the dagger.
From the air.
It started as a whisper in my veins—the same hum I’d felt when I first woke in this world. But now, it was clearer. Sharper. Like a thread I could almost grasp.
One night, I slipped out after moonrise and walked to my usual spot in the Ren Forest—the ft stone near the dry creek.
I sat.
Closed my eyes.
And reached.
Not with my hands. With my breath. My focus.
At first, nothing.
Then… a tingling in my palms.
I remembered how the iron had felt in the forge—not cold, but alive with memory.
Maybe the air was the same.
I didn’t try to shape it. Didn’t try to burn or cut.
I just… let it in.
Slowly, like water seeping into dry soil, a cool current gathered in my chest.
Blue. Calm. Steady.
This is the Mana everyone talks about, I realized. The common breath of the world.
I held it.
Not to use it. Just to know it.
After ten minutes, my skin grew cold. My fingers trembled.
I let go.
The energy faded like mist at dawn.
The next day, I tried again.
And the next.
At first, I could only hold it for a few seconds.
Then a minute.
Then five.
I never told anyone. Not my father. Not Kai.
But I started testing it in small ways.
When I swung my dagger, I let a thread of Mana flow into my arm.
Not to make it glow. Not to set it on fire.
Just to make the movement sharper.
The difference was tiny.
A hair’s breadth faster. A fraction more precise.
But it was real.
Kai noticed.
“You’re… smoother now,” he said one afternoon, watching me practice against a straw dummy. “Like your bde knows where to go before your hand moves.”
I didn’t answer.
He stepped closer. “Is it… the Mana? Are you using it?”
I kept my eyes on the dummy. “Everyone uses Mana. Even farmers, when they lift heavy loads.”
“But you’re not just lifting,” he said quietly. “You’re listening to it.”
I finally looked at him.
His eyes weren’t jealous. They were awed.
And for the first time, I didn’t feel the need to hide.
“Try it,” I said, handing him my dagger.
He took it—and flinched.
“It’s… warm.”
“Not the metal,” I said. “The space around it. Breathe. Don’t force it. Just… feel.”
He closed his eyes, frowning in concentration.
After a full minute, he opened them, disappointed.
“I feel nothing.”
“Good,” I said, taking the dagger back. “If you felt it on your first try, you’d be dangerous—to yourself.”
He ughed, but I meant it.
Because I’d learned something new st night:
When I pushed the Mana harder—when I tried to amplify it, not change it—it didn’t turn red. It didn’t spark.
It just got denser.
Like winding a spring tighter.
And in that tension…
I felt something waiting.
Not fire. Not light.
Just more.
That night, I stood on the edge of the vilge, staring at the dark treeline.
I raised my hand.
Pulled the blue thread from the air.
And pushed.
Not out. In.
My whole body tensed. My vision blurred at the edges.
For three seconds, I held it—
—then colpsed to my knees, gasping.
But in those three seconds…
I could’ve cut through oak like paper.
I smiled.
This isn’t magic, I thought.
This is discipline.
And discipline…
can be mastered.